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homesick
posted by SHAHIKAI 05:46 0 comments





I am homed for 11 days
now
em back at USM
and 
MISS
HOME
already






I am crying while I wrote this. I don't know I just feel a bit koyak malam ni. Maybe because I'm all alone at here. I am back one day early because I want to finish my assignment but unexpectedly the assignment done earlier than I thought It would be and now I am lonely and sad sorang sorang macam orang bodoh. Last time I nangis sebab rindu rumah tahun lepas, masa first week masuk USM. Masa tu I tak ada kawan and rommate I is the only friend that I have here. I am so sad masa dia balik, I rasa rindu sangat dekat kawan I masa matric, I rindu rumah I and macam macam I fikir and now also I rasa benda sama. I rasa macam tak cukup nya cuti sampai I rasa sekejap sangat I dekat rumah. Maybe sebab ada kakak I and I tak rasa sunyi. Hua I miss home so much. I menyesal sebab sambung study jauh dari rumah. Kenapalah I tak masuk je UPSI kan belakang rumah I je kot huhu sedihnya. I tak tahu nak mengadu dekat siapa sebab I tahu dorang tak boleh nak buat apa apa pun. Lain la kalau dorang boleh bawak I balik rumah hua.




Everything just perfect when I'm homed. 
My dad tak marah marah.
Kakak I okay je
Adik I pun okay
Mama I lagilah dia mcm layan je apa I nak .
Adik laki I pun okay.
This make me sad 
when I am away from them
I rasa nak berhenti belajar 
Kerja je duduk rumah
kalau I ada kereta
dah lama I balik sekarang 




I have 4 years to go before I graduate. 4 freaking years okay! Mati kau! I balik bila cuti semester dengan cuti pertengahan je. Hua I miss home so much. I tak pernah puas bila dkt rumah. I hate study. I tak suka. Tapi I kena jugak. OMG sedihnya jadi I.



I RINDU LAH RUMAH PLEASE LA FAHAM PERASAAN I





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