Hi & Assalamualikum beautiful creatures,
Okay, tonight,
I was listening to Aida Azlin's video while drawing and I heard something that hit right at my head and it truly touched my heart and that is when she said this:
"I see myself as a bedouin man. I come with a lot of flaws, and I come with the very little that I have, but when I meet Allah in that brokenness, Allah rewards me with even more things. A lot of us think 'what does my imperfect solah do?' 'my broken Arabic when I recite my Quran', or 'my fast that is not perfect', or 'my prayer that is not consistent? Its nothing! how will that please Allah?' but what we fail to remember is that Allah doesn't need this worship to form us. He is ever-mighty, and he doesn't decrease in power just because we don't worship Him. But when we come to Him, in all of our brokenness, with whatever thing that we can afford to do, He will reward us, way way more than we expect."
Hadith Quds: If he comes to me walking, I'll come to him, running
I called my mom just now. She asked "whats wrong?" And I said "nothing". And now I'm crying again. It's difficult when you're the 'cool' daughter in your family and have to be strong everytime. Ma, I'm sad...
I never luah perasaan dekat orang macam bila I penat, or I lapar I tak ada duit semua i never told anyone sebab i dont find the need for them to know about that thing and i selalu end up seksa diri i nangis sorok2 dekat shower. I pernah tak ada duit like rm10 je masatu and i sumpah tak makan seminggu tu i makan nestum je act i boleh je pinjam duit kawan i tapi i dont want to burden them so inrela tak makan seminggu and i turun 1.5kg. I tipu orang i kata i nak diet but the truth is i dont have money HAHAHAH sakai tak?
Since ada yang tanya why, because not me but my mom yang selalu luah masalah dia dan masalah my sibs to me. So, i don't wanna burden her anymore. Thank you for all kind words. If anyone nak luah masalah, can dm me. I'm very good in listening oso giving advice huhu
